feeling too much

feeling too much

-- grace

in passing

you can tell me im not enough

ill overheat

overthink

and feel too much

i have too much to think

too much to say

so sometimes

my brain shuts down

no thinks to my thoughts 

nothing to say

give me a keyboard

some pen and some paper

then i'll say too much

think,

not so much

writing is like thinking with no thoughts

watching letters and words come out

flowing like 

waves on a beach

like cars passing on highways

i have too much to think

too much to say

and maybe i talk too much

so let's have a cup of tea

maybe hear what we all have to say

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feeling too much

-- grace

sometimes

no, 

on most days,

i am

feeling too much

i cant help but feel stormy

as i find tears fall

feeling a bit empty and pointless

as i find tears fall

sometimes i just dont know how to feel

i cant help feeling suffocated by things that are supposed to be liberating

school

my future

i know you're there

like the stars suffocated by the sky

stars suffocated by humanity

by society

by the pollution that chokes its light

Dear Lord,

please help me

and other times

i just feel downright useless

i might seem cheesy

cheerful

but maybe

it dont feel it at all

sometimes

i am

feeling too much

and

i cant

help

feeling

helpless

stumbling in the night

when will day break?

i can only pray

cus it's only 

dark waves

thunderstorms

and messy rooms

here

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feeling too much

-- grace

isn't it funny

how it seems to be a curse?

a curse to always care more

haha.

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feeling too much

-- grace

talking to the moon

people watching

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feeling too much

-- grace

i'm okay 76% of the time

but you'll only see 79% of me

because honestly i don't know 100% of me

and i'm only at 87% on the best days.

like an apple battery i'll charge easily,

drop easier